i want to live in the tearing apart because it is all i can do in any honesty. & stand on the side of the people who burn with all that tattering.
sometimes for a few seconds during the day, or when i wake up in the middle of the night with all my clothes on and no idea how i got on the bed, i feel this sense of warped equilibrium, like we’ve spun around again, like my days are endless chains wrapping themselves around each other.
it makes no sense not to bore holes into oneself. you gotta see what’s there and move on, move on and on and on. i’d rather be a caricature with holes for eyes and all over the chest. caught resisting.
track: Bus Ride
band: Partly Cloudy
album: Excess Verbiage
year: 1987
country of origin: USA
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still one of my favorite songs
(5 plays)
track: body
band: Native Korean Rock (With Karen O)
album: demo
(5 plays)
Mahanagar (Big City)
1963, India
directed by Satyajit Ray
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Madhabi Mukherjee is so beautiful it hurts me
dream #3
I can’t remember this one very well, unfortunately.
But it involved delicate anal sex and a multiple choice survey.
i think this is because the other day I was with friends, getting drunk, and somehow the conversation turned to “anal sex with a buddha”
but I can’t explain the multiple choice survey part- one of the choices was “because the cock is beautiful and golden”
fucking good food
damn girl
just made this meal:
kelp noodles mixed with baby shrimp, sesame oil, sweet chili sauce, salt, pepper, mixed seaweed and topped with sliced avocado
& a side of sweet potato-jicama-onion-jalepeno salad
film noir
just like honey
full of honey
give me money
honey leaks all over
money puts me to bed
turns me over
instead of ocean
all i saw
was
honey be careful
a black box from a black mouth
sunshine
on a cloudy day
hit me hit me
insurance man
(track:) Living In Another Land
(band:) Tone Set
(album:) Calibrate
(year:) 1983
(3 plays)
track: Sex ii
band: the metronomes
album: multiple choice
year: 1980
country of origin: Australia
(5 plays)
track: Du Machst Es Mir Schwer
band: Aloa
album: Aloa LP
year: 1982
Neue Deutsche Welle goodness
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i’ve decided to start posting tracks.
(11 plays)